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Shades of Violet

by William Remmers

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1.
Look across the clouded landscape You'll see beyond the wing A sunrise soon to come for lovers Reflection of a ring Fervent plumage pressing onward Our orbit not undone The pinion slowly stains in auburn As we ride to chase the sun So we ride on, ride on Never turn us away A flash of a ribbon forever unwinds And toe-tipped and trailing we'll stay So just climb on and shine on At daybreak the two made one Engulfed in effulgence as if there were three We'll glisten as we chase the sun I'll be your beginning as I've been your end No time too short to tell The rope on your wrist finds me waking my arms My yawning eye as well So climb aboard and dig your claws in deeply Upon us trust bestow The world bends in assumed position Because I will it so So ride on, ride on The sky will acquiesce And round your lover once again Your celestial form find egress So climb on and shine on And sing my song of love The whirlwinds and eddies will twist to our will Perpetually chasing the sun The bare-shouldered wings burst to flame at the sight Our bodies forever entwine And mixed with the soil we find rainbow's end The violet and lavender homeward we send The lemon tree pipless we suture and tend As our three suns align So ride on, ride Now that each one and every are all A pencil to parchment, my lips to your ears As we watch the universe fall So climb on, ride on And never let frost fill your chest The flute in the posies has no need for breath When every direction is west And stoking the embers we left in our wake And living united a Son on the Lake And settle upon it for sun finds the drake We'll remember the day We left it to love And found in ourselves The Swan and the Dove And gave up on fear And curled into one And made our names clear And started life Hopefully caringly Knowingly daringly Gaily and givingly Lovingly livingly Finally endlessly Chasing the sun
2.
The Square 03:31
Standing in the square I can almost hear you A ribbon in my hair I can almost feel you Upon the air Never knowing where, dear Walking down the street I'm Alida Valli The cause of my defeat They will call you Holly Without hello and Without goodbye As I walk on by, dear When I round around The basket fills A casket when I see you Poised upon upon The pillar which Will fill her daily with dread And fly away, away And fly away and back And never come home again Don't you ever go home again The corner of my eye Has the dew of mystery Afraid to even try To imbue with history But not to close When the moment shows clear Breath evading lungs And balloons are leaven I'll hold onto their tongues And ascend to heaven Or at least the sky Or at least I'll try Or I'll walk on by, dear Then I round around The basket filled A casket if I see you Glasses on and on The pillar which Will fill her daily with bread And while away, away I'll fly away and back And never come home again If you ever come home again Then, and only then, Will I take your jacket So that you come again Cause you need it back it will be, we'll be Well we'll be, will we be? The tail around the bend I had nearly missed you Escaped and not a friend Will I really miss you When I walk on by Will I walk on by When I walk on by Will I walk on by, dear Standing in the square I can barely hear you A ribbon in the air I can barely feel you
3.
Afternoons 03:35
Summer is fading: The leaves fall in ones and twos From trees bordering The new recreation ground. In the hollows of afternoons Young mothers assemble At swing and sandpit Setting free their children. Behind them, at intervals, Stand husbands in skilled trades, An estateful of washing, And the albums, lettered Our Wedding, lying Near the television: Before them, the wind Is ruining their courting-places That are still courting-places (But the lovers are all in school), And their children, so intent on Finding more unripe acorns, Expect to be taken home. Their beauty has thickened. Something is pushing them To the side of their own lives. Poem by Philip Larkin
4.
I went to the Garden of Love, And saw what I never had seen; A Chapel was built in the midst, Where I used to play on the green. And the gates of this Chapel were shut, And ‘Thou shalt not’ writ over the door; So I turned to the Garden of Love That so many sweet flowers bore. And I saw it was filled with graves, And tombstones where flowers should be; And Priests in black gowns were walking their rounds, And binding with briars my joys & desires. Poem by William Blake
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6.
U walk in 2 the room I feel the wall sweat The taste o' your perfume My palms R gettin wet Ur just the kind o' lover The kind who fits my mood And just like any other I wanna get U in the nude She's just the kind o' girl 2 rule my world Yeah she's my Wednesday 2 Friday Girl I met U at the party Miss America 2 much It started gettin naughty Our lips began to touch Before we hit the weekend I tasted of ur peach The kind o' style o' freakin The kind U just can't teach She's just the kind o' girl 2 rule my world Yeah she's my Wednesday 2 Friday Girl [D.L. Drone] Now lemme break it down A fine lady never feels her own at home A slap-‘em-up in Clapham; a drip o’ honey comb When I’m honin’ and moanin' with a tasty ape A cheerleader round the bases, a bite of ya grape And when I whisper to ya, ___ I cure the hiccups with a ___ And if ya find yourself at Lucy’s party alone Just send ‘em on a errand to your MC: D.L. Drone She's just the kind o' girl 2 rule my world Yeah she's my Wednesday 2 Friday Girl
7.
How are you, my darling? It’s been a long time or has it been a year since I saw you since I knew you did I know you at all? I write you this letter and writing this letter’s the least I can do for my husband. My husband. Oh god, you’ve been gone so long and not aged a day While I’ve moved along and aged years And hoping and screaming and smiling and grieving I look at myself and think back To the promises made and the lives never lived and the way that I’d fight you and that’s why I write you today. You should see me now I’ve been on my toes for so long that I’m six feet tall while you’re lying six underground I miss you, we miss you The kids have all flown but they’d send you their love If they knew you If they’d known you at all. You’d be so proud of me It’s been a whole year since I’ve broken my promise and poured out a drink And it tastes just like you but am I proud of me when I pour out that promise to clean up the stains on the sink or the stairs or my back or my hair that you’ve kept and is buried with you and began to grow back in your pockets, your ankles ensnared by the vines and the flesh of my double that grew While I drink to forget that this double’s for you. And do you remember The night I said yes When, shining with sweat, We murmured ‘I do’ And we said it again And again till we meant it. I mean till we knew it was real. And do you remember I promised to love you to have and to hold you till death us do part and you clung to my thigh and that’s when I told you I’d love you till the day that you die. Are you coming home? I’ve left the door open I’ve left my blinds open Will you watch me?… For old times’ sake will you make me immortal by tracing my steps make me circle around and wish I could leave and wish I could die in a fire, perhaps, or at least let me burn before I am ossified, fossilized, petrified, and left here to watch and to wait and to walk and to whisper a gallery’s history of stone and of steel where the Paul bared and spread all your ashes and drowned and which you had no right to and that’s why I write you today. You should see me now now that you’re gone no devil can replace you and I’ll move on But there’s no longer home when there’s you in this town I swallowed an ocean of feeling and breaking and never cried again. Hello, I miss you I know that I’m rambling Will I know how to kiss you if I saw you again? Should I burn your letters, your wife, and your soul Or imagine, instead, the life I’d have led if I had died with you?
8.
August Song 02:02
First came August Then came Autumn Then came nothing A bottle of scotch About at the time I fell from the sky Let the years pass Let come August Let cool Winter Fall from your eyes
9.
I. Littlechap & Evie II. The White Hart III. Five-Square IV. The Berth of Lord Nelson V. My Polar Equinox
10.
Took train to Yorkshire Pass the posies by Poppies in my garden Things linger Nothing by violets All through one season She less real than they are Watch Julia falling asleep again Watching her fall asleep Never knew Richard did Linda Sibyl interred without mourning Finding her hairs in the fiery furnace Keen in the fields of the moon And it all turns shades of violet And it all with scented ribbon sway Turns the way I remember her violet passion play It was a hot August Sunday Wettest June ever seen I looked up and the banks were empty Dart of the fox on the green Tasting the wings of your shoulder With every beat every breath Faster she hurtles my fallen angel Digging my roots into earth Sling the sun under your arm again Take the world with when you go Sometimes I run into sunset Now I must watch the sun fall Sun draws closer Night is dead Flames on ocean Sky strikes mauve Nailed to my garden Pyre touches down Ride like a nightmare Ride our sun home And it all turned shades of violet And it all burned brilliant purple sway Lit the fields aflame that day The world fell away

credits

released June 22, 2018

Musicians:
Cello: James Pedersen
Flute/Clarinet: Blair Perry
Violin: Annelise Wiering
Saxophone: C Philip Zarina
Guitar Solo (10): Ryan Galloway
Spoken Vocals (6): Darren Lekeith Drone
Backing Vocals (6): Roland George Harrad
Additional Vocals (8): Kyaunnee Richardson
Backing Vocals (10): JeniSage Sidwell
Vocals and the other instruments: William Remmers

Produced by William Remmers in New York, London, & Utah
Rhythm Section Engineer (6): C Philip Zarina
Piano and recording studio for same courtesy of Jason Wirth

All music, text, and arrangements: W. Remmers
except text (3): P. Larkin; text (4): W. Blake

Cover art: THE FIANCÉE, oil on wood painting by Stephen Mackey; used courtesy of the artist. www.stephenmackey.com

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SHADES OF VIOLET - a musical fable of a love apocalypse

The deserted coastline serves prime landing for the last bird’s first encounter. A joyous flight toward the light, always toward the light — as once toward sky.

The old Vienna wasn’t the kind of place where you’d bump into a dead friend, let alone a dead stranger. Gone to ground, it, so the dead see the living more than the living, the dead.

We are indebted to the text, a paean to the multitudes of our regret. Something circular is chopped, it buzzes and whirs like the bird’s mighty wings of steel.

This poet is now properly yarded in Bunhill, though the briars are now having elevenses. Glad of that, as these remembrances of manufacture are the first — or first and second — rings.

The song our voices playing in the pub yard afterhours…. They’d closed, but I needed the lav; it doesn’t matter how long or which came when, it all vibrates the fences and rails.

It’s the big squeeze, the big crunch — a pressure cooker or a powderkeg. Cool down, cool down, ever cooler with each sidestep of the time: the time who turned over each night.

This letter, this letter may end up buried, or at least forgotten about, but likely buried or boxed. But this letter may be, it just may be the letter with the key to a lockbox aflame…?

The salve is a curiousity: often bitter, stinging, it can inhibit and limit range of motion. But motion is never achieved by a common time but a common step at its own pace.

Bring on the curtain call, hello letter, hello square, hello sun & sun & sun, ever to the sun. The bird assembles its army; but one cannot tell… is it an attack or rescue that it commands?

Now, after the coast flips, the hayseed held in teeth; to stare at the sun is to enjoy the big burn. The bird, the bird… the bird lurches forth and it all goes up in smoke as the sun devours the coastline.

— long after, and dimensions away, the first violet yawed.

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